It is holiday's

Dear man in the moon

Woke up this morning and wonderd what I've got going on today. Taking kids to kindy and play centre, and then I realised that it is Saturday. Thank goodness it is Saturday. By Thursday I needed a brake. It helps so much when Martin is home. He is such a good husband and father. I think I have pms, my patients is running low.

I been feeling a little homesick this past month. Probaly the hormones. But because of that I've been buying so much South African stuff and watching SA movies, and just watching stuff from the past. I've started watching "Twin Peaks" and when Iam finished with that Im going to start watching "Sex in the city'. I think when you get older you try to cling to the things of you're youth. That was when life was so easy. I am not scared to die, but I am scared of getting older. I don't know if it is just a 30 thing and if it will get better when you go into you're 40's, but at this stage it's terrible. I've never worried about my weight, or makeup or fashion. Now if I pickup a kg I get this obsession to loose it. I've started to wear make up and I just want to buy, buy, buy.

It is so great to just have a chat with you, I feel unloaded. Think I'll go and make myself a cup of tea and enjoy the rest of my day.